Everything's at the end now, and it just feels weird to not be going to school again and not study for anything. Would still being back at school be better? Idk, but this wait is excruciating. Wait, we humans always wait. The destination might not be the same, but the hope in that the outcome would come true is always the same. We wait, wait and wait, always hoping for something to happen, hoping that what we want would finally come around and miraculously find us. But I hate the wait. Why wait? Why can't we grab at it when it's still there, while its still lingering? Why do we have to wait until everything's irrevocably made out to go the way where regret would pain you on hinder-sight? Scared, possibilities of deja vu, courage, et cetera. But opportunities will slip you by. If you really wanted something, you wouldn't let it slip you by, you would grab it, and hold on tight, even if it were made of thorn, spikes, blades, I would hold on if that meant everything to me. I guess some can't cherish the present enough to let go of the past, and..I can't do anything about that. It just pains me to see - this way.

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Well, one more day to prom, nervous+excited all the same, ha. But I don't wanna go back so soon >:\