Blogger still cant upload anything so I guess you've to go fb to see LOL TOO BAD.
Ee today was results and man, no good man. Sad but haiz, wallowing in self pity is not my style even though I know it prolly shld be wht I am doing now.
Sry Miss Yap cause I let her down again, still rmb her saying "Sihua, is this the best you've got? Im sure you can achieve better than this. You've got to give it your all, and now I dont see your all." Shit man, I had better start to pay attention on Thurs ppftt. And saw Mr Teo today which afterwhich he told me "Sihua, given your abilities, I know you are an A student, so I know you can do it." SUAN WALAO. Why is every teacher in nyj making me feel so guilty huh pfft. Make me wanna wish promos was right now so I can prove them wht Ive got cause my motivation is so short lived. Srsly, if Ms K were to see my gp results tmr, I bet she will faint from anger "WHAT IS THIS!? SPEAK IN PROPER ENGLISH TO ME." Ohman, and Veronica Tan would be like " Haiyo sihuaaaa, why like that? Aiyo, so disappointing ley, how you tell me now? What is making you like that?" SHE ALWAYS SAY THIS WHEN I SCORE SIBEH BADLY WTF. AND NOW I GOT URGE TO MUG. BUT MUG WHT OMG
ANGER+DISAPPOINTMENT+SADDNESS=CONSUMES YOU WHOLE.
Sian, I shldnt be feeling this way, no way. How can I continue this ever going on battle with her if I am already losing now by having a drp in my confidence. SO NO WAY MAN. I'LL FIGHT TIL THE END.
Uhhmm, and tomorrow will be a long day. Everyday will be a long day, until pw is finally over.
"Truth be told, I miss you"