♡ What if I still rmbed those things I shld hv forgotten
Thursday, July 02, 2009, 1:15 PM
LAST PAPER ECONS, MAKE THIS WORK.
Ah, Im sorry Mr Pun, guess my promise about maintainng my position would be well broken. Craps, things dont go out as we wish all the time wtfuck is this man, my best became my weakest, my lousiest became my strongest. This is insane. If I lose my lead in physics, Im so gonna cry my heart out. Emo period big time if that happens. Esp if ( ) wins me like wtf times infinity. And she knows my secret wtfuck, this sucks. She wasnt meant to even have a clue who ( ) is. Fuck la zz. And honestly, I miss ( ) more than I doubt ( ) knows. Maybe yes but maybe its meant to remain the way things are now, maybe this is meant for the better, but how do you know if you dont try it out? I shld hv forgotten, but erasing is harder than I really thought it was going to be, maybe I'll never make it through, maybe in the end, I'll just be crumpled as how you describe me to be if I dont forget now. "Saw you out of the corner of my eye, turned away as though it doesnt pain me to see you, as though you meant nothing at all, as though we were nothing in the end, just like how we are empty in the current. Baby, you dont know anything about this love, you dont anything about me." What do you do when you were supposed to forget but instead, you remembered, every single tiny part of what used to be? Labels: I love mystery alot |