Eeks tmr got chem quizzzzzzz. Waliew I suck cause I dont get Chem Bonding esp and it really stresses me out tht almost everyone understands / thr's a quiz tomorrow to test our darn knowledge on it, if thr's any in my brain. Sianzation, dont feel like starting on the quiz neh, and I feel that Im super slack even though I may not appear to be. I Feel super guilty not hving read my educational mags ): And after seeing the cls ppl read, Ive gootta admit I was scared and pressurised. I dont knw why but these few days, I cant take even the tiniest of stress and Ill just freak out. I dont knw whts happening but I dnt think Ill be prepared for whts gonna come my way if thrs any shocking stuff rushing forward? You get my flow no?
Paranoidity sucks, if thrs even sucha word. I feel frustrated and choked up and scared and timid and speechless and stigamtised and and and so confused and so feeling so many feeelings. This really gotta get outta my system.
Chem test, Pi highlight, 2 tests nxt week w/ GP MYE ending the song. Marvellous, lets see a failure after tht ordeal. And I dont feel like dancing anymore, seriously. Not comfy thr, at all.
Im in too deep to get out, maybe .. Idk but Ill try to stay cool as of now. Underline try. Haze was right, I was caught unaware and now, Im dragged into some tornado w no clue in the world as to whr Im heading.