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Ohman, I dnt knw why but I feel like crying now. Seeing her blog, looking at my confusions, wondering at my whr my studies' heading to, I feel so lost. Like so lost and so useless I dont know. But I feel so sad now, I can just choke and cry.
And I know she's thr for me always but then I wasnt always thr for her. Ohman, what am I doing. What am I doing with them and why am I still....
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Sad event which kevin says is insecurity is taking place which is so sighs sighs sighs. But ha, ohwell, its th other tht matters hor yj hor (: No threat hahaha. Staring made me happier at least more blissful, acted cool and walked away when I was lyk SCORE. Haha Im like that you knw lol. Couldnt say Im touched but rather, emotionless? LOL I knw I sound really cold but then I dont have any emotions for tht and I cant help it also lol, shocked by my feelings myself too.
Proud of myself in a way and yet .. whateverrrr.
Pw was .... waited and wasted hours waiting for meixin whom in the end ps me-.- Good job. And Im here blgging and wasting my time instead of mugging. Oh what the hell, the next aim is GP who cares about th rest la plz.
And plz dnt jisiao me omygod, bth her ttm.
"Dnt say you dnt care, dnt utter you dnt want, dnt whisper what you dnt mean, for they'll come true more than those truth that you scream into the air" And yes, this is to the max, true. Now Im gonna ( ) back and nope, its not ever stopping.
Trying to study as of later. So dont disturb me now haha.
I dont get what I mean too.
So was tht counted standing by you? Thn why ..