Lost and insecure, where were you, where were you? "Just a little late" ?
12th is DDay gahhh but Im not scared, yeah right. Happy because I bought the thing I wanted today but still no painting materials -.- Stupid Page One, page one sucks as a bookstore. Totally messy and what the heck. And their book pages are yellow like jello! Omygosh, I'd take their books at half price if not for the fact that Ive run out of things to read, yes I know I'm smart no need to repeat thanks. Exasperated and a lil lost because I just found out the one and only person I always confide in doesnt care about me at all. Underline at all.
"Who cares about you and your stuff la."
Direct quotation. Like whatthefuck. How could you? Fought with me, tried to explain, gave up on the way. She doesnt listens, her ear is there for decoration sake. And I thought my heart was numb. Hey, but it is. I'm not sad. Cried because Im angry. Felt good. To hit. Anyway, I know there's more people out there who cares anyway so who cares about a little faggot like this person right? Right.
Hortpark was average. But in my sense, sucks. Whatever everything sucks now. Europe's the best. To hell with everything except me.