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Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 6:49 PM
I love silence. You wont know silence had a sound until you heard noise. Like really loud noise.
So, posting results would be out in a few more days yes? And seriously coming to think of it, I dont really want my first choice anymore. I want my second but then I dont really want my second either. Oh damn it. And the reason? Simple: there's too many people in my first that I know and many of them are you know heck-care-get-lost-bye type and my second choice well I guess still has those but lesser? I mean seriously, I dont really wanna see my pirmary school friends there in my first choice cause I think its gonna be another whathefuckwhyareyouhere case but no offence to primary schoolmates.
Come to think of it, I dont wanna start JC life ): I dont wanna say goodbye to my slacker days (yesh sec4 and now) and my ffs/bffs and my I dont know..well I guess I dont wanna say goodbye to myself then. I think its only me-starting again means leaving something and I dont wanna leave anything. If I could, I would wanna stay in the same school with the same people have the same friends and go to the canteen at the same time with the same people and crack idiotic jokes/insults with and on the same people. I dont wanna leave this!
And I think I'm being antisocial here but I dont wanna make new friends also lol. Lets keep it straight, I just wanna study with those same people, same environment, same desk (even though my desk sucks cause it has scratches on it), and I dont know..alot more? Eeks I was even thinking of ponning orientation yeah until some cheapskate part of me told me there maybe prizes and I should go...so yesh I know its really emo but frankly, I'm not emo (thank god for that, like finally after how long) just a lil bit of nostalgia and maybe reminiscence?
Oh well whatever. As my friend said : " Life has to go on, no matter what"
And btw, I think tty is pretty sweet ^^
So whatever (heck care attitude helps a load) Light On rocks manz