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Thursday, May 29, 2008, 4:59 PM
HIATUS for now
I've gotta concentrate, and you gotta understand. Man I have to work on my attention span. Its so darn short and I'm so unfocused(!!) Dang, I'd better hurry up and work on it, before its too late. I've only got one shot at this thing, no matter what you say,I dont want any regrets. P/S I dont really like you now come to think of it. But then life's like that isnt it? All discontent and stuff. You've to learn to get past this but it all seems so difficult. Dang, is it just me or is it getting tougher to be appreciative of everyone and stop thinking they're there because they aint got nobody by their side? Ahh, a question and answer session with someone knowlegable and understanding and ever so patient, that's what I need. Eh no, I dont need anything, until now. I realised you've changed and its alot. I dont know but I kinda dislike the you now. Its like dont stop me man, I dont take orders alright? Hey dont do this dont do that. HEY JUST SHUT IT. And to think what you wanna do today. How selfish. Where's the generosity I appreciate of you so often? Ohyeah, and looks like some dingo ate your trust eh? How come you dont trust me? Why do you like to question my every move and twist them to suit you indirectly? Hey look, I'm tired of all these okay? Take this as a breakup-a breakup of our friendship. If there was ever one. You know my temper and yet.. Whattheheck. Okay so the new you stinks. Talk about hanging man. EXCELLENT. The competitive air about you, the haughty talk, the laughing-as-if-everything's-super-farney-when-you're-in-trouble seems all too familiar. All too sickening secondary. This just proves again that my alone thingy was correct eh? Yo cant trust anymore, better off to live for yourself. So run along, go stick with your niceee friends. Forget that I'd ever existed cause its over man. This thing is wrecked and cut your oh-i'm-feeling-watevr-now-so-you-betta-follow thing, find someone else to be your dog lady. Btw, I dont take the falring of attitude stuff in public places okay? I'm all smiles as always because I'm polite and nicee rather than you. Hey relax man, what's the big deal? The greater the commotion=the greater you care about him. Simple fact, digest slowly and shoot yourself when you're done. NERD. Fact: You like him, you dont wanna admit it. Opinion: You thin he likes you. Fact: NOT. Truth is you know alr, what for bothering to whine and make a fuss all over nth? WEIRDD. And this is for your darn blind eye to see:JERK.
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