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Thursday, March 20, 2008, 9:13 PM
Quick short post(:
Bad mood today I dont know why. Just realised that I smiled until my cheek muscles are superbly tired and I dont know but I dont want to act anymore. So if I dont smile or anything, I'm just being myself-the real on. Not the fake one who keeps acting high and laughing when she really just wants to bash sth in your face literally. And also I realised I need to work harder as in real hard cause the Os just right up. Plus the MYEs too though its not that important but I promise I'm going to ace it. CTs were okoay i guess. Some of the results literally blew me away cause I didnt expected it to be so good while the others were quite disappointing. But a great leap in bio is good cause it really made me so happy that nobody can understand alright. &I beat ___ ZOMG freaking happy^^V Aim to study tomorrow and make use of precious time to counterattack and beat your cunning ways. I'm good at acting and you know it. Dont you suspect me of my one and single talent I've perfected over the years cause you know what kind of hell I can give you if I ever find out its you. Anw on a lighter and obviously less angry note, today was quite a wonderful day spent-minutes spent wisely^^ Happy and proud of myself and will keep this up for as long as I can :) Aha you can thank the quite-high marks I got for bio/chem for this superbly good motivation^^ And next week's guitar results OHDEAR what if I fail? Then it'll be so duilian esp in front of that idiot ____ dman him and his smug lil piece of confidence. Too bad I'm not dancing on sports meet or else I can smash your shcool in dance can. WTF think you very shuai is it MYFOOT LA. Okay oops sry for the rudeness cause I'm not in a good mood. Aha so this turns out to be a longgg post but it helped:) Next week next wekk damn damn): I want a standing ovation; a crowd that really appreciates me, not the crowd that does what its told to. |