School's had been too tough a walnut to crack lately. People are compeiting openly or secretly. Emotions go high up then drown deep inside again. But then I wish I was stronger. Maybe I already am, maybe its just that I didnt take time to stop and notice this. Whatever the things that might come, I'm just gonna stay strong and be true to myself cause even if they dont understand, it doesnt matter. Cause we dont live for others. We live for ourselves. We actually leave everyone behind, its just that we dont wish to admit the fact that we do. But I'm okay with this maybe cause I've grown accoustomed to the changes & lies. I wanna accept things the way they are but we all long for perfection dont we? Tell me who doesnt.
I like the way I am. Dont even try to change me.
I'm not the fragile wet paper anymore.
Try harder you say. For myself I say.

(Hell is this one emo post. Or should I say vague.)