Woots I'm blgging finally after blogger screwing up ytd.
Waha-finish em elearning alr~ YAY ME. I sorta chiong with alot of distractions. But at least I finished that piece of holy crap (I just copied directly no tb no tys no nth. So dun tink I'm that pro.) Muahaha quite proud of myself cause I didnt thought I would be such an efficient person, well at least not in sec3. Guess everyone's choing-ing now &if I dont then I wouldnt have time to. Hello-thr's chi Olvl, lotsa elearning shit, &extension wk tests. How do you expect me to finish so much stuffs within 1 day since I'm only left with thursday, friday, sat, sun. Minus off thrusday, friday, sat for open house (which I'll be performing only a small partD:< again. Nono-guitar is loooves. I'm sry my dear guitar, meet you 2 wks frm now yep? AHA as if its aliveDD: Hope Jeffrey doesnt teach sight reading/chords or else I'll be so dead &I'll go back thr like some idiot who doesnt know a single shit about either.

Alot of things to say &comment abput but guess some things are better off unsaid(?) Damnit, I hate a public blg. It restricts so many things that I wna say.

Give me something to believe in

I cried ytd. Alot of things have been happening recently &it just confuses me to just walk past &not rly appreciate anything. Guess you dont get it but it doesnt matter. Looking back at all the things I've been through &those times whr nobody understood, I'm just relieved that I was able to pull through. Thanks for everything you gave but it all falls back on myself everytime. I dunno what to say but I just wna tell _____ that:
Sometimes things cant possibly go your way everytime &you've gotta understand that. Stop acting like a nicee person when you're just a petty meanie who thinks highly of herself/himself/itself.
&Maybe you needed time all along too. I'm trying not to dislike you now cause I find it such a waste to let go of our friendship though I know thr isnt much left to begin with. Thank you for all the things you have done for me &may you find the true you soon. Cause it hurts to see a friend living a lie.
&Hope that I will stop thinking unduly (?) over stuff that doesnt needs me to interfere in. I hope I can let go of this burden too &I know its a battle btw myself &I so I dont rly need any advice or anything what-so-ever. Thank you the 6 pple for everything &thank you everyone who've been thru things with me with patience&concern. Appreciate that &may god bless you:)

Why am I feeling like thr's something I've missed?