Today stinks. Darnit stupid cls for pressurizing caitou to release the cursed results. Cos.it.dampens.my.mood. This is so freaking shitty. Everything sucks big time suddenly. (Get well soon:/ Love you always though I nvr say. Some things are better left unspoken.) So guess we're all gna work hard next yr? Nah, some think its this this yr dec hols. Sure, count me in. (See first lo. I'm not a no-lifer. But quite sure that after some slacking after the darnit Os, which is dec, everybody's gna pia. So why not? Okay, what the hell am I typing? Freak.) Watevr & I'm gna pray hard tat I will pass my bio/chem cause I dun wna drop. Lyk freaking hell-we've worked so hard for 1yr &we're so not dropping.
Not gna blg anymore. Confused feelings.

Get well soon cause I believe in you. No matter what you do, we'll all be supporting you. Though I might not show, but I care too. I'm sry if I disappointed you (&you) but I promise I'll work hard. Not for you nor you, but for myself&I. I'm an independent girl.

也许这距离是好的，至少能减少对彼此的伪装。