Quickity quick post.
Source 1 for depression/emo-ness: Danced only for a lil part for open house (maybe I aint good enough but its quite embarrassing to see a com member/senior dance so lil. &I aint that bad, or am I?) Guess they cant help much eh? (not recognised-is that the word to use?) &I cant even go for guitar this wk. 2wks le &I miss guitar sooo much. At least better than ______. I'm so freaking pissed.
Source 2-impending work load with only countdowning frm now, 2 1/2 days. Wow so much time to complete all those crap.
Watevr I cant chng the fact that I'm left with so lil time &I cant even conc well. What the heck is this I'm experiencing!? Give me a pair of scissors somebody so that I can cut away all these troubles that's been brooding over me.
I need to figure it out on my own &I guess I'm halfway through alr. Wish me luck cause I'm gg to come out a diff person. Fatsen up this process a lil &I guess I'm done. I'm so over with thinking/brooding over things that cant be chnged. Suddenly my mind seems so light, maybe I've thought it thru. No use thinking over stuffs you cant chng &maybe accepting the fact that life's tough will make me feel better. Aha some things just cant go the way you want it to go. Maybe I needed advice all along. But then again, maybe I dont.
Watevr it is I'm gna make it through &be more determined than I'm. Luck.