I LOVE POTATO GUY~
Okay the ______(insert whatevr you call this) hasnt quite yet faded but I realised 1 v.impt fact. A real friend isnt easy at all to find so be grateful that you have one. So, I wna thank Huiming for the support &encouragement you've given me. Sometimes, when I tink that my friends/family dont understand me at least I have you as a listening ear:) Its rly comforting to know that pple will be thr for you when you rly need a shoulder to lean on. Add to the fact that I realised that those friends in cch arent rly close to me, as in know alot about me, take my troubles as their own, blahblahblah. (guess valerie knows wad I'm toking about) Touched bout the fact that Huiming takes my problems as her problems, &that she always lends me her listening ear no matter how troubled she may be in the 1st place. Thank you very much for all the things you've done for me. Jasmine Ong, Yijie, Zuoer, Meryl. Thank you all so much &I've learnt to let go of hatred (some of it) cause it aint good for me. For now, I just wna tink about all the good things that you've done for me. Thank you so much &may god bless you.

Not many pple share the same thinking as I have, that's why we dont see eye to eye. I'm sry ________ but we were nvr meant to be close. Maybe that's the only way I'll put it. Cause I noe if I put it in another way, it'll hurt you. &no I dun wna be a bad guy today. &sure am I grateful to know that I have at least someone to share all my troubles with:)

I'll work hard for this yr's olvls after knowing that thr's only 1 shot at it so I might as well give it my best one. Besides, I've alr found my determination & after knwing that nobody's gna cry for me even if I fail myself, I decided to work doubly hard. I learnt to love myself better after I know that this is a selfish world. Everyone care only about themselves. Friends(?)- is that another language? So guess I've learnt to let go of the past burdens &live with the present day me. I dun see any imperfections in me as you described rather, I see them all in you. The jealousy, the hatred, the unkindness. Maybe thr's a nicer side of you? I dunno. Thats for you to decide.

Think of yourself as the best person in the world &your confidence will soar cause you wont be giving a damn about what other pple think, &thats bcause it doesnt matter at all. What is of most importance is the confidence you have in yourself cause nobody can take that away frm you.

Thank you for all your advice but I dun think you were ever a friend of mine. Filter out of those unimportant pple, I'm only left with a handful. 6 the exact number. But shld I filter again, I'm only left with 2.
Let today be a grateful day for realising so many things that I nvr knew.

You all the things I've been looking for, everything &so much more. Ha-ha havent found that you yet but I suppose that's my bestie's encouragement &understanding &having my own determination bah. (dont wry if you dont understand what I'm talking about cause maybe it wasnt meant for you to understand.) But the bold/italics sentence is meaningful(:

Also realised that nobody can be leaned on forever cause its your life: you've gotta live it urself. Nobody's gna be thr for you always, you gotta rely on urself in the end. So hmmm, found quite alot of determination to do the things that I wna alr:D YAY~ This yay is a frm the heart yay- for the 1st time since this yr, I'm happy. Rly happy cause Ive finally found that long lost determination at the start of the yr. So I guess I can breathe easy now huh?Yep, quite in fact;D

Only some of the things I mentioned is true in the above post. The rest are all mixed up in this jumbled up post. Some are only true in sentences not paras.
Is this thing an open door, walk right through to something more.