Done alil' reflection while looking at jas' blg. Then I found that I've wasted so much time on this darn com looking at other pple's blg, playing games, surfing aimlessly, downloading music, waiting for pple to come online. &it all started during this SYF thing. &I was supposed to be too busy for computer. But then I dunno, maybe I havent rly noe what I wanted then. &when the results came, I cry lyk hell. Man, wad's the use? I didnt worked hard &now, I'm weeping my life away. &when shermin told me its all bcos of SYF, I instantly knew it wasnt, cos if it was then why were they taking the top positions? I rly didnt noe wad I wanted then. Is it too late for chnges now? Maybe I wanted to grab some time tat was meant to be mine when I came home, lethargic. But then maybe I didnt use my brains &sorted out my thoughts. 'No use regretting.' I noe tat, but do you? You only noe how to say those things when I rly needed the comfort &patience that you never offered. Who's to blame now?

&I noticed that I was under peer pressure then-buy mp3s, chng hp, etc. I was too silly then. Darn it. Lyk thr's guilt crawling over me. I admit that I was happy that I was chosen for SYF but I didnt expect it to take my sense away. Maybe you're right. Maybe I rly dun hav this sense of time management that you always speak of.

&Looking back, I rly neglected guitar. I'm so sry. Sry to everyone-my guitar tchr, my guitar cls, ppl who had high hopes bout me playing guitar after grade 9&moving on to instructor grade. I'm sry I've disappointed you. Thr's so many things to do my best on. Baby, tell me wad I shld place my priorities on 1st. Cause I'm just so lost.
I just need a lil' of your time.

&to pple who expected pics, sry but no mood for that right now.