Tmr's MYE. omg. I havent finish memorising for ss yet &i'm here blogging. LOL. I tink studying's a real bore. &&when I noe tat I was gg for the Germany trip, I should hav been happy but I wasn't. I dunno wats happening to me. Maybe I wasnt satisfied wif the people I'm gg or is it because of the lil' days left to go out wif my buddies? Or is it because of another thing always so close to me but its just tat I didn't notice it? I didn't even show tat I was sad or angry or confused when I saw my name on the name list. DAMN. Wats happening to me? I rmb last time whr I would laugh my head off freely without even having a care in the world, but now I feel so awkward. As if things weren't meant to be this way. &&&I put up this song cause I tink its quite meaningful.


"How I wish I can fast forward time &move along wif this life. Cause it hurts to be in here, with you standing by my side. How I wish I could have back the time I wasted, &cherished it like you taught me how."

Home-Daughtry
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer,
it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.