Today was a tired day cos we had to go back to sch at 8 for chem (which is nth but a pile of shit), 9 for bio practical (which i tink is damn redundant cos we can do this when school reopens) &dance which starts immediately after bio prac. I hate to say this but seriously, i'm getting tired of dance. I didnt even hav adequate time to warm up & I'm forced to do all those new steps which no-one bothered to teach me.' So what if you're in com? I'm in com too. ' &everyone was either laughing or talking &when I asked you guys to teach, its either: 'continues talking', 'ignores', or 'anyhow teach wateva shit'. wat the fuck. I'm so pissed off with you guys &I hope all of you are reading this. Seriously no-one ever gave a single shit bout me &when I tot that I would gain some attention &respect when I'm in com, you guys just gave me 'er..I oso dunno leh' excuse. WTH. Hello, you have been in this dance room for 3 hrs &you claim you dunno? Who are you trying to cheat? if you dunno then how come you can dance the steps wif DY? Give me a break frm ur lousy excuses. Lyk when I asked you to teach again, you just shouted: ' is thr anyone ELSE who doesnt know the steps?' What is the meaning of this? Treating me as invisble eh? I noe, maybe my com position isnt as high as urs but u neednt treat me lyk tat. &I saw u teaching _______ , &man were you meticulous. You taught her every single detail. cos she's the highest rank, cos she 's better at dance, cos she's the tchr's pet, cos she's in the '12 pple' performance? This is not fair.

I'm getting tired of all these big fake smiles you have. I swear I wont join chinese dance in JC cause I've got a bad experience, once bitten; twice shy. Maybe I'll join some other cca which doesnt need any talents in the first place so I neednt suffer in silence &watch you all dance whilst my heart bleeding.

I was wrong about you.