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Thursday, December 07, 2006, 7:13 PM
Wat's happening to me? Suddenly, i feel lyk i'm hating everyone. Is it because of those dance steps that i try so hard to rmb but find my efforts wasted? Or is it because of the time constraint that's crushing in on me? Or is it because of those things I want badly to be done but could not? Can someone just tell me the answer? Or am I being too ambitious? I seriously don't know. Lyk, i'm being emo here. Its rly tiring &don't wanna experience it again twice. God, give me strength.
{/EDIT} I'm feeling hopeless rite now. What's the meaning of life can i ask, if you have to spend your day worrying bout ur next &wondering if wat u did was rite? Wth is going on? Am i escaping frm reality? Since I was back frm Japan, I keep having this feeling. Lyk, i just wanted to spend my day buying things, relaxing myself, ¬ have a worry. Is that wrong? |