Its changing. our friendship, the character you once were, the attitude you once possesed are changing. & its changing fasting & faster now. even though I understand that no-one can remain unchanged forever, your change makes me feel disappointed & sad. Zuoer told me to be strong & she will support me for wateva decisions I make. Huiming told me its not worth it being so disappointed with this kind of person. that person doesn't reflects & assumes that righteous attitude of her/him. if I could turn back time, I probably wouldn't have made the decision to be friends with you. Its rather sad watching our friendship rot & pretend nth has happened with a mask on our faces. would you actually change if you were given the chance to? I doubt so.

anyways, the overall results were out & i was quite pleased with myself even though I dropped. & today, you finally showed your true colors & proved to me that I was wrong. ok. nth else to say. signing off.

i actually hate you for the hurt you have caused me. why did you backstab & gave silly excuses when you were in the wrong? how could you push the blame to me when it was not my fault in the 1st place? I really wish that I had a pair of wings & fly to an island away from you. I want the old you back. the old you which would encourage me, always by my side & giving me moral boosts. I don't want you to be so cunning & doubt what others say. YOU REALLY CHANGED ALOT & I'M NOT EXAGGERATING LIKE YOU DID. sincerely hope you can reflect on yourself.

I don't want our friendship to go to waste.