Complicated girl
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 3:38 PM

Wioah I wasted my whole day today. Awesome la Sihua woke up super late, did nothing but watch FBG. NOOOOOO, shall do smthing constructive later (I think?) Heh wtheck. And my blog is like more abt SHINee thn my personal life so chiang chiang, about me now: I hvnt rehearsed myself and havent set 5 questions for tmr's meet up oops. Gonna do it l8r I promise. Thurs' the day after that gonna do some shopping! HAHA and friday, ): , hope the dance's gonna be nice and SHINee-like. I think Onew-oppa oozes charm above ^^~ Recover soon Onew dubu leader (:
Wonder wht people are doing now, hmm. (How does it feels to lose that special connection )
BORED.
/ I call you butterfly.
Dont cheat on me
Monday, November 09, 2009 10:44 PM

I love watching Right Now's The Flower Boys Generation!
Super cute and funny my gawd, love watching my boys! They are the absolute cheery pill for me!^^v Love them, and they're gaining popularity now! Like abit of me is like so intensly jealous that you know they are being shared, but thn I'm still happy for them in a sense (: Hwaiting my babies (weird to be saying this since they're older than me except Taemin) but well anw, all the way!
And I think I talk too much ;O omgawd, shall keep to myself srsly! Pray to the Lord to guide me through, towards the light, to pray that the choice I've made isnt wrong. Lord, please bless me.
/ Misery loves company.
Looking for the love left in the empty space where you were
Saturday, November 07, 2009 3:57 PM

I WANNA GO TO NEW ZEALAND!
OKay so main reason is because they went there but but I GOT CHARMED BY THE SCENERY THERE. And the city-life there is like so so so so, free! Lets not even get started about the country-side! LOL, maybe I should migrate next time, Im born in the wrong country srsly! New Zealand, omg what a charming country srsly. Beaches with black sand, horses running free, idling at the barn looking at the shepherd dog lie next to you. THAT IS THE LIFE.
Im doing promotion for New Zealand (not that I mind). Heh, shall beg my mom to bring me there next year (umchios) ^ ^!
Still charmed ^ ^
/Inside out, your heart just got flipped.
♡ love like ice
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 7:04 PM

Jonghyun oppa get well soon okay!
Wah sian, thr's cca tmr omg D: Glums ttm, I lead sucha sad life. And I mixed up the timetable today! What blurness. I'm re-listening all of SHINee's hits now and man, I'm still in love with every of them! Hah (smiles til the ends reach the moon)
Idkwhy but I want 16 nov to come quickly? Pervertic much I know but I wanna put an end to the endless op rehearsals. And do I speak
that fast? I thought I was pretty slow already ley! Darn ittt. Eyer QandA next few days I rather just .. okay never mind.
I'm so bored omg. Taptap is the new addiction ! (lag)
Song of the moment : A.Mi.Go. (sexyyyyyyyyy!)
/w.o.w. I was stupefied. 산소 같은 너 난 너만 들이쉬면
(I wanna learn all of SHINee's dance cause they are sooooo sleek ! Total coolness please <3)
Pretence
Monday, November 02, 2009 7:16 PM
(Rawr face)
I'm bored. I'm tired. I'm restless.
I know I dont make sense but I dont care. Still got I and R to do, is pw a monster in its 123456 reincarnation or what man. I'm so sick of it. 2 more weeks I cannot wait.
I have no idea what to put for my wallpaper (blah face) And teal for my windows colour is so not nice. Why am I fretting over silly things again? I should get to work. Later. Heh.
/When its so much, yet so little
UNGLAMOROUSLY FAT!
Friday, October 30, 2009 11:03 PM
Daiso was sibeh packed IM NOT GOING THERE ANYMORE (fake). Xmas hats are sibeh small nowadays or are our heads too bigg D: EVERYTHING IS TOO BIG LA FRUSTRATED.


Lookalikes


I LOVE BANANAS IN PYJAMAS! HI B1, HI B2!
Ahm nothing much to say about here, all photos at fb. And and pw so slowwww, hurry hurry zoom zoom pleash! Ring ding dong got first! I'm proud of my boys (:
/Question mark?
I believed, you betrayed.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 6:40 PM
Yawns, so many things I've gotta do today and I'm sick ): Not a good time really. Let go of ( ) after holding on became futile and expectations were not met. I'm tired.
/If its space you want, its space I'd give. If its distance you prefer, its distance I'd step back. If its freedom you want, its freedom you'll have, because I dont want to hold on so tightly when you dont feel the same, when its as if I'm hugging a catcus. When holding on becomes a pain, when watching you from afar becomes all I can do, then maybe walking away is the best thing. I drip blood as you stabbed through my heart, and now I watch you leave, without any tinge of regret.